Friday, 25 October 2013

Next week 28/10

Monday - working on dissertation at home.

Reading for the start of the day. Researching anything I think will be relevant to the subjects I want to portray.

Then after lunch work on constructing some of it, considering how I will exemplify what I want to put across. What artists are relevant? What conceptual research will help me portray these themes? I want to start at least a firm and positive introduction and even the beginnings of the first paragraph.
Hone in on stuff and sort through all the research I have.

Rest of the week...depends on what gets done before hand really.

Weekend 26-27/10

Tomorrow we are all taking a trip to the New Walsall Art Gallery.
I am thinking this will enlighten me and put things in a new perspective.
I am really looking forward to it to be honest - I can't wait to move off the spot and go to the gallery. I'm excited about the exhibitions!

When I get back I want to make some more detailed notes on my dissertation. I am thinking the trip to the gallery will have helped me.
I also will flick through some of my books and take info from them - kinda possibly start constructing things a little. (This can be done either saturday night or sunday night).

Then if I can afford it I will get a bit drunk. ;D


Sunday, I want to work on my homemade OHP - I have got all the equipment I need to make it, now just need to try it out and see how it goes.
Of course, depending how it goes I might head out and take some more images of stuff to play around with next week.

Friday 25/10

So today was a fail.
Woke up late because I was so depressed last night and in panic that I didn't go to sleep. Waking up to a broken brain was fun.
Did a bit of reading and made some notes for my dissertation.
I feel calmer but still like I am drowning in uni shit-waters.
I partially feel confident that I can portray the themes I want to through my essay - but still I am fearful that it will all actually go pear-shaped because I am so unorganised with my research.
It's alllllll over the place.
But at least this week I spoke to James and he made me less worried, just keep reading I guess.
I have until the 7th November to come up with some plans and have some writing done so I still have time.
I don't want to be a complete dumbass, I guess the only thing stopping me is lack of confidence in myself but yeahhhh that's just me.
Surely there are people who will do worse than me?
All I can do is try and remain determined and disciplined.
Gotta work on that.