So today was a fail.
Woke up late because I was so depressed last night and in panic that I didn't go to sleep. Waking up to a broken brain was fun.
Did a bit of reading and made some notes for my dissertation.
I feel calmer but still like I am drowning in uni shit-waters.
I partially feel confident that I can portray the themes I want to through my essay - but still I am fearful that it will all actually go pear-shaped because I am so unorganised with my research.
It's alllllll over the place.
But at least this week I spoke to James and he made me less worried, just keep reading I guess.
I have until the 7th November to come up with some plans and have some writing done so I still have time.
I don't want to be a complete dumbass, I guess the only thing stopping me is lack of confidence in myself but yeahhhh that's just me.
Surely there are people who will do worse than me?
All I can do is try and remain determined and disciplined.
Gotta work on that.
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